Have you ever been so conflicted about something?
Perhaps due to your personal thoughts or the opinions of others or just something that keeps you in an indecisive state? Well I have.
The thoughts leading to this decision have been brewing for a while, but this evening I saw clearly and made a decision. I can’t tell you how much better I felt in the moment after I decided and I genuinely believe that my feelings about this will only get better as time goes on. You see, A couple weeks ago I wrote this post on self worth and as much as I believed it, I didn’t practice it fully because I’m human and shxt happens. But here I am, sort of ‘continuing’ on that post.
You see, I’ve been holding unto something that I honestly should have let go off, and I didn’t see it until earlier this evening. Sometimes we believe that a change will come if we hold on, or that someone will realise the error of their ways, or that something or someone is ‘too good’ not to have, but honestly it isn’t and they aren’t. Letting go does not mean we stop caring, it just means we stop trying to force others to. There are far better things ahead, than any we leave behind and I cannot wait to see all the bigger and better things in my future. It might sound corny to some, but I tend not to care what people think, especially as I own Runway Ribbons, therefore I dictate the content. Needless to say, you shouldn’t care what people think either.
I’d like to finish off with saying that letting go isn’t a one time thing, it’s something you have to do everyday, over and over again until you pretty much have nothing left to let go of.
Zara Top, similar here, ASOS Skirt, (sold out) Zara Heels (very old)